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4 Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. - Neil Gaiman.

4 "Love is giving someone the power to completely destroy you yet trusting them not to."

4 "Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television. Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers...choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit crushing game shows, stuffing junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pushing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself. Choose a future. Choose life. But why would I want to do a thing like that?" - Renton, Trainspotting

4 "If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn. People die. But real love lives forever. "- Sarah, The Crow

Lisa is: nerdy*nice when it matters*creative*musically inclined*shy*pudgy* *sensitive*sensual*crazy in love*clingy*needy*dependent*lovely Lisa is interested in: art*classical composers*pianist's hands*singing*painting*drawing*writing*reading* Lisa aspires to: *study music @ WCU*join a DCI drum corps*acquire a degree in journalism*travel abroad*study abroad*spend the summer of 04 in hawaii* Get Four DVDs for $.49 each. Join now.   Control Panel Edit your Blog Build a Blog View other Blogs View Profile « August » S M T W T F S 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Group One Tripod Home Tripod Build Tripod Member Spotlight Webmonkey Tools Register Your Domain Group Two Lycos Home Find a Date Check Stock Quotes Lycos Search Wired News //without you, i am. nothing / Tuesday, 19 August 2003 testing, TESTING TEH NEW BLOGZ LOL Posted by lisa19382 at 1:04 AM EDT | no comments | link to this post